Okay, so this has been a really crazy year. Thought I had been through the worst only to get news following a 'regular' scan that my results aren't regular. I am also scared that the word used to describe the prognosis is "complex".
Ironically, once I know what is happening I probably will be able to get to sleep (yes, it's 1.07 a.m. on my computer clock as I am drafting this.) Scared of the unknown, scared of the what ifs and wanting to saying a wide range of expletives that won't help the situation and probably won't make me feel any better either.
Can't talk about, 'cause we don't know any details. Don't even know if I want to talk about it when I do.
